True fact..

Unless...

 

-Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling. Who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. That feeling is a lie.

Halo

E.E. Cummings once wrote: 'To be nobody but yourself- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.'

 

Pointless....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Who knows what true happiness is,… not the conventional word,… but the naked terror. To the lonely themselves, that wears a mask, the most miserable outcast,… hugs some memory,… or some illusion.

                        

Lost on the road...

Standing here...In absolut silence..no doubt  the darkness is hidding her reddish eyes..filled with tears that only the night  itself  had witnessed to..due there..in the infinite darkness she could see a tiny sparkling light ..a light of hope maybe..or what could it be? the shadow of a ghost that's been hunting her dreams and  wishes..But not knowing what it is really doesn't bother her...no choice..not this time..she lit her cigar ..and as she exhaled the smoke comes out from her lunghs in different figures....she got tired of her miserable life..she simply got tired...all the rutine...all her life..heartaches ..who bothers to care about it? who believes her when she telles them she ain't happy? all her stupid choices that got her where?in the abis of darkness..she feels trapped..she can't simply come out and start over..it's not that easy..not this time...she can't get up  as everything was the same..she's not the same..but i guess she'll be alright but just not today

Encounter to your old self..

Have you ever been absent?
 I mean I can't even believe how much i've missed from my friends life..it's like within thease 2 weeks in which i've been away everything passed away...nothing's the same ...so many major changes ..breakups...new relationships ..new friends ....what happend everything mocked away..I used to be 'the shoulder ' they cried on...i used to be their confident friend ..to whom they`ll confess their most hidden secret..but now..what i've become?
Too busy with my stupid little problems...not being able to hear their cry for help...not being present enough in their life....
When have i become so self-centred, so selfish, so snub, so shallow?

I'm sorry..I know i don't deserve forgiveness ..but though i'll try and make it up to you..hope it's not too late