I know ..i’m selfish you’re
right, but my ego is killing me…
I expect too much from people
and I just can’t help myself not being furios when they don’t do as I please..i
mean I’m just sitting here waiting for
you to do everything ..to get into my soul,my mind and “read it”as a list of
wishes .Yes,the poor little rich girl is too scared to admit what she truly
wants ..afraid to open her heart and
demand what she wants ..sometimes I wish you read my mind and see how much you
mean to me ..how much I care and how much I want things to get better….i want
things to fall from the sky ..anything and everything I want..but we can’t go
on if you are the only one who is building the bringe ..we are so far away ..i
want to help you built it but everytime I
try I mess things up because I don’t know what to do and how to handle things because
I’m scared because I don’t want to get hurt..i’m afraid you’ll get tired of fighting
for me and you’ll take me for granted…we’ll see after tonight whether or not ,
we are meant to be, even so..i just want you to be happy with or without me..and
yes my world will probably fall apart but I’ll get better someday just not
today
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