Words..

Sworn enemies that's what we truly are not because of the basic differences but for the multiple choices that take you to chaos...
You play the part when you are brave ,strong and  nothing can touch you...but in the dark..in the cold night you reveal your true face..the one that has been hurt..the one that is weak , the one that drives you closer to insanity..the one that you are afraid to wear in the light because it's too fragile ...What is the reason that I hold on?
Perhaps it's there..but I can't see it...The flame coming from the matches is not strong enough...in a few seconds it will be gone..and nothing..it is all for nothing...we go by..not being sure how to feel about it...time is slipping by and everything is the same...the same pathetic way..the emptiness is still there and it won't fade away...
As you try to disconnect the reality from your mind you will release the pain...but the wound is still there waiting for every occasion to bleed...
I  can't win this battle..not this time..not today