Games

My thoughts are so loud that I can hear them screaming..
Every time I close my eyes I see you standing there motionless
With a sharp look that cuts my veins  in tiny pieces
For the first time i can't understand your eyes..
For the first time I see you blank on the inside .. confused in a sea of ice without any way out..
I see you've changed..
There are so many things that I could tell you but my lips are frozen because of your coldness.
Destiny has a way of turning you back...but what if is not for real?
What if you're just another lesson that i need to understand?
Is the high worth the pain?
How come you can play with fire when you love the ice?
I'm done playing games and scenes inside my mind.