Old self

I'm so sick of us!
Sick of  the talking
Sick of hugs
Sick of missing you
Sick of memories
Sick of stories
Sick of hope
Sick of apologising
Sick of forgiving
Sick of thoughts
Sick of always being there
Sick of pretending to be ok
Sick of always showing that smile on my face
Sick of complaining
Sick of  fake love
Sick of tears
Sick of fairytales
Sick of your lies
Sick of not having the strength of telling you "NO" everytime you come to me
Sick of you...sick of us